7 years later, still here?

     Could you believe it if I told you that I gave up on my blog only after a year? Yeah, I may have posted 1 entry in 2016, but do you know exactly what happened. If you did may be very shocked and surprised. I tried my best to carry on after my saving year in 2012, this was the year starting the countdown of gathering the last of the lost sheep. They were gathered to the camp of David and are still are being gathered. 

 

    You know, I ended up like many,  most people end up disappointed when they find out a walk with God is no walk in the park. (at least not all of the time) 

    Soon as I became saved and had the loving "Honeymoon" phase in very early 2013, this is when the real trials and real faith started. Father God wasted no time in getting me ready to be prepared for where we are currently at now in this world. If you would have saw me during these years of 2013-2021, you would have thought "no thank you. The last thing I ever want to be is a Christian. Who are these people anyways, whats this guys deal?" 

 

    I realize "Christians" can be some of the worst people out there. They can be the most two face, confusing, mean, cut throat people that leave a bad taste in many mouths. But dear reader, I would encourage you to never let this stop you from your own personal journey with your Creator. This is YOUR Birthright. You were made in the image of the almighty God himself. Don't let this world decide for you or define who you are. Do you see the world right now? Are you aware of anything changing? Can you sense even a 1% change in your life and your families life? If so, it is a great time to get close to God like never before.

    You were created from Love, out of Love, and spoken into existence by Love itself. But this world would you have you think different from birth. To brainwash you, to coerce you, to take away your identity, the truth of creation of the heavens into something very short and small of what you were really meant to be. Only a specific place in Jesus' heart is the shape of you. If you know anything about how "spiritual" people claim to be so enlightened, yet they cannot even add 1 hour to their life with all of their meditation. They have never heard the Creators  voice thunder in terrifying love and authority. Sure they may experience false spirits, but they have never raised the dead or have worked with angels. They have never heard angels sing or seen demonic black eyes manifest through the injected asleep masses walking down the street as you feel His Holy Spirit Fire in your heart growing stronger, completely unafraid staring right BACK at them. and they shudder.

Very soon it will be undeniable who is a Child of God, and who isn't. The question you have to ask yourself is, why would anyone reject a man called Jesus, who came in Love? Why would you reject a message of Love? These will be questions everyone will face on judgement day. It is very wise to choose this amazing gift of relationship with your creator, the one and true God. unplug yourself from the dark negative world that has brainwashed you, wake up from the matrix. Unplug yourself and start to question things. Choose now today,  wisely for the window of grace is closing, it used to be door and tomorrow it will be the size of the eye of a needle. Wait too long and many don't ever get to see it or choose while there is breath in their lungs. After this it is too late.

You do not need to go to church to know him. the bible says the kingdom of God is within. Here you go: Luke 17:21

Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you.

Shocking isn't it. Man has made a profit on the unknowing of a free message, (which is why these false shepherds will be judged starting 2022, but this is another topic for another time. for any interested, read ezekiel 34, 37, and psalms 82.) Did you know you have a purpose, gifts, talents, and a work to do here? Yes, there is more to life than working, paying your bills, then dying. the "american dream" is just a "scream"

 

So, if its about your heart, what should you do next? You pray to the only name ever given under heaven to save mankind, Jesus Christ. A name you have no doubt heard before and maybe havent ever thought twice about how real He is. Make an effort to pray from your heart to Him. Really believes He loves you, then Really believe He will answer you back. Take your time, treasure is worth it. Love is worth it. 

 

To create something takes time, care, and love. Just like when He made you. So, show a tiny amount of effort, keep praying and dont give up. He answers when your heart is still, your spirit is quieted, the TV is off and no noise is in the background. Remember, 

Distraction = Destruction.

 

 

     This hopefully should be enough. Now, we get into the more intermediate things from accepting Him, and into the journey of these dark 8 years where there was no light. there was no help. Didn't matter what I did. I almost felt so low I would go to sleep never wanting to wake up for many months. I cried until I was numb, and couldn't cry any longer. And then add another 7 years of this. And then, how he finally broke through this darkness to establish me and my feet on the solid foundation. 

“Oh, long and dark the stairs I trod,
With stumbling feet to find my God:

Gaining a foothold bit by bit,
Then slipping back and losing it:

Never progressing, striving still,
With weakening grasp and fainting will,

Bleeding to climb to God: while He
Serenely smiled, unnoting me.

Then came a certain time when I
Loosened my hold and fell thereby.

Down to the lowest step my fall,
As if I had not climbed at all.

And while I lay despairing there,
I heard a footfall on the stair,

In the same path, where I, dismayed,
Faltered and fell and lay afraid.

And lo! when hope had ceased to be,
My God came down the stairs to me.

-As quoted in Christian Disciplines
by Oswald Chambers”